Time is almost up

I have almost used up the time I was given. It went so fast. Obviously God knows what He is doing but I missed stuff. I never told her not to drink standing water or that shell fish are the garbage of the sea. Does she know when not to wear white or how many seconds you have to cross the street before the light turns red? 

I didn't make the time count, I am sure I didn't. It was never going to end so I wasn't worried. But tonight my tears fall for I have done little to nothing at all. 

Tired of being amazed

I wake up each day ready to take on the world. Today was one of those days that life just hit me in the head with reality. I had a plan and by about 6:08am it was derailed. Now, don't get me wrong, I am working on letting go of control, being flexible and going with the flow.

But when you feel like you were spun in circles and dropped off a cliff head first it is a bit harder to regroup as the day wears on. 

So I need to remind myself of some really great prices of the puzzle that is me.

I got to start my day with affection from my pets (fine, it is treat time before I leave for work, that can't be it though), I got to chat with my kid a bit and then the drive at 5:30am is really quiet.

Once I get to work, I have a great boss, friends that care and I love the work.

So why do i let all the little pebbles thrown at my personal window turn into a large rock that breaks through the glass? 

Today I didn't find that answer but tomorrow? I just might!!

July 24,2013

My blog got it's name because writing words on paper gives them life. What I write is part of me, part of who I am, or who I want to be. Words cannot be taken back, erased or made as if the thought did not exist. I may post poetry written long ago, current thoughts or even crazy cat stories!! Stay tuned!!